This is All I Could Spit Away to Words Right Now


I just realized..
The cause to your changes,
Your behaviour,
Your words,
Your feelings; (which I could feel the difference)
And everything...is because of her


Why didn't you come clean earlier?
I fell 100% for you
Just YOU
But in the end,
This is what happened.
You and her
Are meant to be together
So I'll just go,
Leave, whatever it is I should do,
For the sake of your happiness..


Thank you for the moments we shared together
Though I felt cheated and twisted by your words,
I still appreciate the friendship,
And all the problems; everything we had gone through together
thank you for everything


Guess i'm the one who was carried away with those flowery feelings,
I should be more careful next time; to not take everything that serious.
Yeah,next time..


Till we meet again;
I wish we wouldn't meet again,
Goodbye crush


Thanks again.. For all the sweet dreams you gave me..*tears



When She..

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who am I kicking today baby?”

I'm Happy Again!


for how many days i've been mourning
thinking about your lost again and again
but last nite was the happiest nite i think
hearing ur voice made me happy all over again!

i still cant believe you phoned me
i was sleeping, and most of the time i ignore all the calls when my eyes shut down,
but somehow i could feel it's u
so i picked it up and it was really u!
omg! only god knows how happy i am again!


schedule for wednesday, 13/10/10

salam..to re-activate my blogging activities i need to start with my schedule for tomorrow. u're not forced to look at it coz there's nothing interesting in this post. it's like a tv guide that has nothing to do with any tv programme. so here it is;



morning - go for a jog at the lake garden
- breakfast
- housekeeping (vacuum+mop the floor)
- bathe the cats (blacky sarah and baby ngotngot)
- bathe myself

afternoon- 1 hour nap (more or less)
- lunch
- facebook
- recipes hunt
-bake something

evening-shower
- dinner
- watching tvo
- facebook (optional if stalking activities needed)
- watch at least 2 movies.
-zzz before 1.30 am.



that's all peeps. thank u for dropping by. i'll try to update my blog every now and then.
till then... (-_-)